On the June 2 broadcast of SBS's 'You're My Destiny,' Jin Tae-hyun and Park Si-eun, made their return to the show after a year.
During the broadcast, the couple celebrated their 11th wedding anniversary and looked back on their journey together.
To celebrate their 11th anniversary, Jin Tae-hyun gifted her a steel ring. Accepting the gift, Park Si-eun reflected on the past 11 years. The couple shared, "So many things have happened over the last 11 years. Our family has also expanded a lot."
They continued, "Looking back, we've gained many daughters, but we've also had to let go of many children," referring to their adopted children as well as the babies they tragically lost to miscarriages.
Jin Tae-hyun added, "We've lost several children, but there was only one whom we carried to full term before sending to heaven," mentioning their late daughter, Tae-eun, who passed away just before her birth.
Jin Tae-hyun said, "I still think about her from time to time. I remember how incredibly happy we were because of Tae-eun." Park Si-eun responded, "That's why I haven't deleted any of her photos or videos. I just couldn't bring myself to delete them."
Jin Tae-hyun agreed, saying, "I can't delete them either, but at the same time, I can't bring myself to look at them." He spoke of the child as someone who brought lifelong happiness and will always be remembered, yet remains painful to think about.
Park Si-eun then shared something she had never spoken about since losing Tae-eun. "To be honest, it was really hard for me when we went to the ultrasound room, Tae-hyun," she said, recalling the time she accompanied him to the ultrasound room for his thyroid cancer screening.
Park Si-eun explained, "For me, the ultrasound room is a space where I faced both the beginning and the end of my pregnancies. So, even when I went there with you, all those memories from that day came rushing back."
She tearfully confessed the lingering pain of her miscarriages, saying, "When you look at an ultrasound, it's in color if the baby is alive, but it turns black and white if the baby has lost its life. I remember the doctor saying, 'Oh, what's going on?' and when I looked at the monitor, there was no color. It was just black and white. I can't forget that image, which is why I was so terrified when I walked into the ultrasound room."
She added, "I brought this up on purpose because I thought sharing it might help me let go of the pain," showing her courage to overcome the trauma.
Having decided last year to stop trying for another child, the couple asked each other if they had any regrets.
Jin Tae-hyun replied, "Sometimes my heart aches, and I feel so sorry to you. I occasionally wonder if you had married someone else, you might have been able to enjoy the 'picture-perfect' happy family that everyone talks about."
Park Si-eun comforted her husband, saying, "That's a path we didn't take, so we'll never know." Jin Tae-hyun then expressed his deep affection, saying, "But I don't think anyone could ever love you as much as I do. Even if I were offered a hundred Tae-euns, I wouldn't trade you for them."
Hearing this, Park Si-eun expressed her gratitude, saying, "Meeting a husband who loves me this much is a huge blessing in itself," leaving viewers deeply touched by their warm bond.
(SBS Entertainment News | Kim Hyo-jung)